More from my story
I 'ave a longing !
I long to be identified and cherished for who I truly am
~ BUT MORE THAN THAT I long to live it !
Just met the word 'earth-centric' (Sara McFarland), about listening to the needs of the Earth + the needs of me, being part of Gaia and follow those potentials in my being and doings.
In that, there is that which fits and mirrors a longing to dive deeper
~ yet there is that which doesn't.
It fits a wannabe more in my aliveness as a living body and soul, and embody and live 'my thing' from here.
But what is missing!? Since I don't just throw myself fully into that!
There is another part of me identifying with a very high spirit. And that spirit is here to alchemize (another new word) ~ transmute ~ bring magic to the world.
In other words: to be a tool for a higher aspect. Let me dare to call it 'divine intervention'.
Since my faith at times is fragile I'm not at ease revealing that, but I KNOW the magic from manifested experience
'Divine' being a force beyond and yet part of all that is. It is the God included in Gaia and the Galaxies ~ and in us - the humans who feel part of both worlds.
They have seemed like two (three) separate sides of myself. The upper part keeping me going on the edge of time and existence.
The lower part holding my longing for full aliveness and paradise on Earth.
I'm dragged to the latter for regaining strengh and purpose and yet I move a step aside from the earth-bound to embrace the wholeness of consciousness.
In honouring my path I continue bridging these two crucial elements of my existence ~ both the 'in body' and as an air-borne-being.
Rooted together with alignment with a higher purpose has for me been an adventurous and tough affair.
My great mystery is how will pure source consciousness fully unfold on this planet !?
I seek the answer in every step..
